cycles of life

its been an interesting 2weeks or so.

i've kinda commented on how someone else's life is "perfect", in the sense that he seems to have everything that one needs or desire. Its like every occasion, experience, opportunties are laid perfectly for him.

well, the "perfect" comment got round to my friend and the picture wasnt that pretty.

today, i had an interesting conversation with another friend who looked at my life and commented that i seems to have everything laid out for me and that i was very BLESSED.

hee... yes, i agreed with him.

however, when he carried on the conversation to pull out the path that i've taken, i realised that actually, i've had my trials too, learnt from them, grew from them and hope to pass on that strength to others. nope, even though how bless one can be, they are not spared from daily or sudden trials. yet, its these trials that strengthen us, propelling us further into the future.

i had a strong urge to share with this friend all about my trials, such that he would understand how i've "suffered". unfortunately, time was not on our side.

on the way back, i realised that it really doesnt matter whether or not if this person who saw only a snap shot of me, my life matters deeply, because all's in the past. its the future that's holding the mysteries.

i also wondered about how small the cycles of life can be.

just 2 weeks back, i thought that another person's life was perfect, today, a friend thought that mine was super blessed. ha ha ha.... I guess the right word to use on my friend should have been Blessed life, instead of perfect. the right words the right time would get the right response...

once again, apologies to those whom i've mistaken, or offended with my words, thoughts or actions. its usually not what i meant.... like i've always said, i fail in my english prelim wan!