Good Bye Nicky

yes. it was time to let him go. Although painful... we have got to do it. After being with him for 3 yrs, I cannot help but feel so attached to him. It was love at first sight for us. I could not be happier to be with him. He always brought me lots of joy, warmth and comfort. With him, we blogged for the first time, we iChat for the first time, we video Chat for the first time. He was the greatest source of comfort when Ad is away.

Having to let him go is tremendously heart-wretching... Nicky, my first laptop, my first Powerbook....

I lost sleep over letting Nicky go. Especially the night before, I had a strong tinge of unwillingness.... *blah*

Opening Nicky's casing for the 1st time in a long time felt so foreign yet so familar... I recall the first time when I excitedly receive Nicky, the first glance, the first touch...



now, I'm seeing Nicky for the last time, placing him back into the box where we first met.... back into the plastic bag where we first touched....



Putting on his cover for the last time.... I almost shed a tear...




yes.... I was brave....heart-broken but brave.... bye bye Nicky. Love you....