Crying in my Dream

I woke up in the middle of the night feeling intensely saddened by my dream... or rather nightmare!

In my dream my hubby sat opposite of me in a nice open-air resturant with a stern look on his face he told me:"I cannot take it anymore, I want to divorce you."

In my heart (while still dreaming, its a very emotional dream remember??), I was thinking "WHY??" I thought (still dreaming) "Was it because we had two nights of no sex?" "Was it because i seem to always speak down on him?" "Was it because he had ANOTHER person??"

pls note, its a dream... anything can happen in my dreamy thoughts... *wink*

I felt so sad to hear those words pouring out of his angish face yet I knew it was the bitter truth that both of us had to face. We were totally not ready to tell the world of our "unGodly" decision yet and we bumped into our good friends! Blim & ET were in a nearby makan place having a jolly conversation.

I tried sneaking up to Blim and secretly whispering the "news" to him, but he turn a deaf ear to me altogether laughing at my hubby's jokes. *sickening*

So I tried sneaking up to ET then.... as I was whispering, I felt immense heartache and tears rolling down my cheeks. I could not hold it anymore, I had to let it all out!

I cried in my sleep, woke up to a face full of tears and can still feel the heartache.

Could this be a sign?

From my Hubby:
He made me write that He HUGGED me in the morning when I told him about my dream.